new post after 5 months (Wednesday, October 27, 2010)
its been 5months since I blogged.
as usual been busy with work. well, i got exposed with other social media (Twitter actually) & mingled with it most of the time. & recently i'm like back to facebook again, using a new account, just to get updates from my bros. so don't get offended if you are not added, just that I don't want to get unnecessary invitation of stuffs from people.
recently been quite stress with work, especially to backing up my colleagues (its not 1 but 2) on holiday leave. getting fed up easily has been a history & it seems that its coming back again.
i have managed to cope with my temper very well, after I've been doing the scope that i prefer but sometimes, looking at how some people do things just starting to tickle my mood.
here's the story. me & my other colleague (A) supposed to cover my colleague (1 of whom is on holiday) & A should be the main person in charge of his work & i'm just a back-up of him, as its not of my nature of job scope. things started when A should be doing the job but after I asked him, he said i'm not aware of it. sometimes I'm just being nice of doing things that is not of my area, but try not to step on my head. simple things that he should be doing (e.g changing of backup tape) is not done. after it has been done, he don't even bother about it. although i know that he is having part-time studying, but that is what he should be handling himself. asking people for assistance to his assignment is okay, but not to the extend of getting people to do for you. then why not just give your degree to them instead. i can even see this guy free to talk to people regarding non work stuff. i just don't how he can survive in this company who to what i see has been playing with his phone most of the time.
i feel that some of the younger generation seems to be spoilt & does not have a proper working attitude. i'm just waiting for time to see how they get their proper "punishments". maybe i should just have a change in job environment to stop all this nonsense sight. enough words on that, it just keep making me blood boil.
anyway, i'm looking forward to the concert of David Foster & Friends this Friday. And yep, i'm alone for this concert again. If i'm not wrong, this is the third time i'm going for concert alone. Previous times were 梁静茹演唱会 & this year's Emi Fujita concert. I'm still thinking if i should go for the Gorilla B-Boys showcase, happening in the coming week.
updates again...
dreams (Monday, May 24, 2010)
past few weeks have been having all kinds of weird dreams. Some of them are romantic while some are quite violent I find & it was quite real to me.
Violent Dream:
Didn't really remember about the location. All I recalled was that I was with 2 of my friends. Then somehow we were like caught attention by some gangsters. As I was walking in front of my friends, I was the first that made contact. And then for no reason I was pushed down to ground & 1 of the gangsters just pull out a gun & point on my neck. Next moment that gangster started pulling the trigger & it was not just 1 shot but a few of them. Of course then I woke up. Though never break cold sweat, but I can feel that there was a adrenaline rush in me. It was in the silent hours, so just continue to sleep. Tried to continue from that dream that I had but in vain.
Romantic Dream:
This dream I had was that I was married & was enjoying couple life. This dream was quite short though & I'm curious who was my other half. But that day, I woke up feeling quite happy. Maybe because of the type of dream I had.
During my childhood, maybe because of watching too much of vampire movies, I recall that I even tried to hold my breath during my dream, to escape from being caught by vampires. And often woke up catching my breath. Dreams are quite real at times that when it happens, you will find it quite familiar. That's what people called it, dejavu. Its not often to have dreams but once you do, that means you are bothered by something, maybe by things that happened during the day & from thoughts deep inside your heart.
off to have some dreams now... later...
happy birthday to me (Thursday, May 20, 2010)
Happy Birthday to Mr Chong Kong Hwei! So weird to say that in his own blog.
Well as you guess, I celebrating at home! Yeah & that's right! At home!
All because I'm down with flu, can't really go & hang out. Have received some presents though.
Perfume from CK which was given my colleagues. Lovely!
1 T-shirt & 2 wording frame (don't know how you call it) from my ex. Interesting design of T-shirt & some encouraging phrases.
& finally a necklace that I bought for myself. 1st time i got a gift for myself & its from a japan online store.
ah cheng keep saying its like those 佛珠, which i tink its nice. actually got another one, but that shop mentioned that they don't do shipping to singapore, so too bad. unless next time i make a trip down to japan. think it will be madness to go to japan, i guess i will be broke after that.
now of age 27, like a uncle now, has always been. well looking forward to the weekend getaway next week. at least its a break from this urban island. & oso planning to get a new hairdo & colouring
see how it goes... later
