Dear, this post is for you.

I also would like you to know how I feel ever since you said yes.
I'm so sorry that you was pissed off over me. I really didn't know about it.

Actually I wanted to do something on Saturday itself. But simply just can't find a chance to do so.
Even AK can come & tell me said that we are like 2 strangers walking. I was like well, I'm still trying my best cos I dun know how you feel. But luckily, I did it on Monday.

It was when we are waiting to cross the road & the wind was quite strong & you said "I think I'm going to fly away". So I passed you my arm to hold on to it & you cling on to me. Soon the traffic light turn green, so my hand slide down to grab your hand & we crossed the road. At that instance, my heart was liked pumping slightly faster than usual, but I think we were still talking about work, so you may not notice it.

Anyway, its good to have someone to care & love for. As I said before, I maybe slow & dum dum, so sometimes if I really didn't get what you mean, just "wack" me, ok?

Love you!

aft the change of my status on facebook ytd, i got bombarded by messages & sms congratulating & asking abt who she was.
Thank you all my friends & colleagues who have showed their concern of me!
Early morning at home logged on to facebook & alrdy got comments by my frens.Wen to ofc & email JY if she encountered bombardment on her side. same as me, comments were oso on her facebook. too many things happened ytd, with work issue & bombardment of concerns.
But at least 1 thing i know is that i am still noticed by my fren, even though it was quite some time that i haven't seen them.
Everything happened too fast for me to digest oso. I admit i mayb hasty in getting this relationship. But I ask myself, if i dun ask her, i may regret it & oso passed the happiness that will bring me for the rest of the days of my life. Though i'm not a person that is very good in talking, the only way i express more is words that i type. i dun know... now i understand why in shows, pple jus can't easily open the mouth & express the feelings to their love ones.
i told her i was feeling like 小路乱撞. i feel that my heart was pumping fast ytd. 有一种打从心里的开心与快乐，真的不知道怎么形容。

JY... i wun see you as a scary person, instead more like a person I can share & open my heart to you, which i did. i will hope that i can give you the happiness that you & I looked fwd

was reading sms frm a fren that seldom sms me. my colleague who walked past me say a sentence: "why you so happy looking at the phone?" i was like dunno how to react, though alot of the staff that are closed to JY knows abt it, or i shld say pple who hav my facebk & blog address will know.

i can say it was a very happy day for me & when work comes, i can treat them with a smiley face. looks weird rite, but that how it feels. but i find that the day passes very fast, cos soon it was time to knock off. JY wen for her class while i collect my Wii.

Met up with AK as he is oso interested in getting 1 for his dad as bday present.
to my surprise, the cost for the Wii was slightly less than what was quoted to me via email. i was like thinking "is it becos happy things is happening ard me that i deserved this discount"

aft dat proceed to Spagheddies @ paragon for dinner. while eating, we waited for ZS to arrive, as he is preparing his stuff to be hand-overed b4 he chk-in. luckily, talk over the dining table was not abt me, instead more of game consoles. i was like phew...

shall not talk more on that as it may bored some pple who are not gamers...

wen home to try out Wii with some games. maybe becos the disc of my games has some scratches, so it has difficulty reading. maybe will buy blank discs later after work.

dozed off as usual while toking 1/2 way wit JY.
update again...

(^-^) life will never be the same with you in my life (^-^)

jus got back from a date...
suppose to go for gym on tues, but JY asked me out as she is free, so ask my bro ZS if i can fly plane or change date, cos he gng to chk-in soon.

sorry bro, can't go gym 2day wit u. will try to find u 4 dinner later, if u are able to make it.

wen out wit JY to vivocity. initially i tot of gng to the thai restaurant dat i wen previously with JC & ZC, but both of our stomach seems to be giving us problem 2day, so we wen to Japanese Gourmet Town for Shabu Shabu.

ordered a set with pork ribeye, pork loin, 2 servings of chicken, vegies & etc
there were 2 soup based, 1 shoyu aka soy sauce, 1 plain soup aka boiling water

the soup intially didn't taste dat fantastic, but after all the meat is cooked, the soup tasted with more flavour. the meal ended with 3 scoops of ice-cream. tot of letting her to finish it but her stomach was oso not dat gd, so i help to eat abit. quite like the taste of the green tea flavour, though its sweet aft a while.

aft dinner, we wen to 新天地 to look at the soft toys there & then we crossed over to the pet shop opposite. took some photos of the hamsters there, especially the white colour breed, looks cute!!!

walk passed the dog grooming room & saw 2 dogs: 1 in a cage which i feel dat it is quite "dao", the other which looks like a lion to me, was "strolling" in the room & it was quite fit, based by the leg muscles.

after the pet shop, we walk out of the air-conditioned mall & wen outside to enjoy the windy sea-breeze. chit-chatted there, toking abt her family, the school days & life in 1B & oso both of us...

she told me why she asked me out is becos she wants to give me an answer, which i later told her i wun force her to give me an answer immediately, afterall its the 2nd time i asked on last Saturday/Sunday. But to my surprise, she says ok. Maybe i dun noe how to react, as this was my 1st time asking some1, so i was abit dum dum.

walk her to wait for her bus. after she boarded, then i felt the kick of the happiness. i was so happy dat the 1st person i informed was JC, who was 1 of my supporters.

now its 1.25am & i'm still quite awake, partly i tink its because of the answer.
will update again...

*Thank you for the answer you gave me. Though I may be slow at certain times, but I will try to cherish & maintain this relationship with you...

while waiting for my hair to dry, i am updating on the recent happenings over the wkend.

Saturday morning was playing GE wit ZS & ZC. We were doing spotlight lvl1. Trying to clear them as I have around 40 of them, now leaving 28 left. It was chicken feet for both me & ZS, since we have veteran chars, ZC will be struggling if he do it alone. But with the help of us, he managed to up his character by 4 lvls, quite impressive.

After lunch was out for billiard with ZC. arrived early as he was stuck in a traffic jam, so started with a few games. trying to master my ball placement skills, which i somehow manage to understand it, after i read abt a book last Tuesday at Kinokuniya. soon he arrive & we started playing. i tink i am back to the top of the curve again, as i did quite gd whereby i managed to get 31 points in 1 break. i wonder how long can i maintain as i know myself dat my skills is like a curve. Once I reached to the top of the curve, i will drop to the bottom eventually. jus hope dat i can find a way to maintain at the top always.

left the WCRC ard 5+ as i got another appt in woodlands. met up wit YT, XY, HJ & CK for dinner at jack's place. the service at the jack's place was not that gd. the waiters & waitresses seem like acting bz wen i try to make order.

after the dinner we wen to catch the movie: bedtime stories. it was a very hilarious movie especially the looks of the guinea pig, really cute. will post the review some other time.
after the movie, XY wen off 1st, with the rest of us go to Toast Box. The seat was like not so good as it was shaky & may be broken anytime. So i was like have to sit still & try not apply too much body weight. chill there for a couple of hrs, chit-chatting of organising the gathering & oso some 八卦 of me. YT started it as she ask me during the BBQ on New Year Day near YL hse. She was like why like dat. I dun feel like explaining too much, so ask her to read the blog instead.

CK was the nxt target, as he wen out wit a girl to Swissotel at lvl 70. We were like showing our "concern" but actually more of curiosity. He oso ask if we wanted to watch Break-Out, the B-Boy dance & show at esplanade. We were like find it ok & decide tentatively to watch it on Eve of V-day.

Wen hm aft dat & was chatting with JY over msn. Saw her blog entry & i was like quite curious in wat her mum say abt me. later the updated version explains more of it... but i was like dun know where the courage came frm & ask her again...
Though tis time round she did reject me, she oso nvr give me an answer. but at least the way she reply me, i was like feeling quite delighted, as i still stand a chance... hehe.
maybe partly due to the cups of Kopi-O i had earlier in Toast Box, i was very awake. then she was like told me it cud be due to the thoughts dat i'm having. but wateva the reason is, i was feeling happy... in the end i wen to slp at ard 4am...

Sunday was like woke up quite early at 8am, somehow dun feel tired, maybe becos of the conversation wit JY. woke up early to watch finish 射雕英雄传. i was like left with 2 episodes so jus complete it. will write the review later. once i finished watching it, i starting to proceed with the 3rd part of spring cleaning. cleared the CDs section of my cupboard. realised that i have bought so many CDs. i should tink abt wat 2 do wit dem, cos some of them i dun listen to it.

JY was on9 later & was starting her spring cleaning as well. chit-chatted with her abit den she planned 2 make a trip down to Ikea as her chair is broken & needs to change the seat. so accompany her later in the afternoon. after my cleaning, tink partly not enuf rest, as onli 4hrs slp, so i dozed off & woke up to realised it was 3.30pm. i was like "damn, i haven't have my lunch & shower yet". lucky my mum was out to shop for new curtains, so nvr bug mi to shower & lunch. soon after JY msg mi the time of meeting, so i quickly dash to shower rm & had my lunch, den left the hse. luckily i was still early, tinking i mayb late as i was paying bills for sis

Ikea is indeed environmental friendly, no plastic bag are given. so we make our way back to JY hse, left the stuff & proceed to the nxt destination. Initially she wanted to go bugis to look for HP, but change her mind to parkway parade, which i dun mind, cos i dun go there often. we took a walk there & luckily it was not too sunny so it was not too tough for mi. if not, i tink i may be "drenched" by then. soon we reached the place & looking for HP at the Hello Shop. dun know if its too popular or wat, the 2 models dat she planned to look for were both out of stock. so she put her HP change on hold & told me maybe it was a hint to her to not spend $$$. i was like "ok, mayb 老天爷 wan u to spend it on smtg else"

we walked ard abit & settle our dinner at sakae sushi. didn't eat too much as it was getting late. aft dat walk past a feng shui shop which sells those displays & accessories like key chains & handphone straps. JY bought me & herself the same design but colour based by our Zodiac. it was like so coincidence dat the 2 colours dat she took were jus nice, both mine & her Zodiac. after making the payment, we walk back together, and it was like more "happening" now at tis hrs & oso smell. can smell the otah from the otah shop dat she said was nice. aft taking the lift up & see her back to her hse, i make my way back.

quite a enjoyable day, though lots of walking, but it was the company that counts.
ok better slp now or else i become a zombie later again...

time flies... its 2009...
1st of all, HAPPY NEW YEAR to all the pple who reads my blog.

time to blog for the past few days/year stuff...

29Dec08
was on leave tis day... so thinking of wat to do 2day... morning was clearing letters & was doing spring cleaning part 1. after lunch was formatting PC, cos the MSN seems to hav contaminated virus. took me a few hours cos there was alot of programs installed. after the formatting & reinstalling, i make my way to Singapore Expo. initial plan was to visit Metro sale followed by car exhibition at Changi Exhibition Centre (Carreista Jamboree).

But by the time i reached Expo, it was like 5pm, so the idea of going the car exhibition was aborted. Wen to Metro sale. although there was alot of stuff, but apparently, the clothings there are not very special, of my liking. thought of buying CNY clothes but come to think of it, CNY only 2 days & only 1 day i'll be out, so in the end bought a few t-shirts/polo-T.

aft dat was mting JC for dinner. wen dinner at Simei, as she nid to buy some book at the Christian Bookshop there. dinner was settled at Sakae. aft dat i head to Tampines Mall while JC proceed home. wen to Isetan, planning to spend the vouchers that I have. but seems like nothing attracts me, so wen to Mini Bits & help mum to buy necklace chain... aft dat proceed home

pass her the necklace but she said it was too short, cannot fit. I was like (-_-)'''
den no choice lor... may need to give it away.

30Dec08
morning woke up to continue with the 2nd part of spring cleaning... aft dat was planning to mend my shoes, pass stuff to fren & go shopping... walk all parts of Woodlands but simply can't find the uncle who mends the shoes... indeed sad case.

nxt stop proceed to office to pass some comics, cocktail bk & a bottle of ice wine to JY. oso ask ZC 2 help mi mend my shoe.

aft dat i proceed to orchard, 1st stop was to Heeren, HMV
bought a few CDs which i find not bad.
after payment is done, 2nd stop was to Kinokuniya at Ngee Ann City.
bought a couple of novels frm the japan, Koizora aka (恋空)
3rd stop was heading to Isetan. was trying to find bday pressie for mum... but no luck
last stop was to Tangs... finally i found it & waited for ZS to go gym together.
gym was quite empty 2day, maybe becos its festive season & pple are on holiday
aft gym, wen dinner & head for home

31Dec08
Mum's bday 2day... early morning woke up to go wit her to NTUC... mass broadcast to frens & colleagues with the New Year greetings...
reach back home & did smtg dat i can't believe myself, a confession...
jus dun know whr did the courage came from...

lunch was on us & we brought mum to crystal jade for a 6-7 course meal
it was quite packed in there, even caucasians are there for chinese food...
after lunch, i head down to funan to recce for my rockband accessories... it was quite ex though...
hmm tink i hav to save up in order to buy...

after funan, i walk down to middle road to mt up wit ZC & AK for billiard... quite fun when its 3 players playing... was a tough match...

after dat, head down to suntec city for dinner, pearl river palace... seems like AK used to been there, even the manager knows him... haha its was interesting... food was buffet style... quite worth it, both quality & quantity.

aft dinner, we walked to marina square's arcade... it was quite packed with pple. played 1 round of daytona & make our way to the fireworks area. it was alot of pple there le...

manage to take a video of the fireworks... not bad looking...
aft dat was trying to make our way to ice cold beer for a drink
along the way, saw pple carrying bottles of foam spray & disturb the bangla pple

quite daring they are but the bangla seems to be enjoying themselves oso
the crowd is indeed crowded, quite a human jam...

soon walk towards ice cold beer, but realised dat it is closed, so no choice, we jus go to mc to get a drink. after finished with the drinking, we proceed to catch the last train...

reach hm ard 3am... chk my email for the answer...
though i wld hope it will come true, but inside my heart has thought of the worst case scenario.
& indeed i'm rite...

reply to the email oso, aft dat head for shower rm & slp aft dat...

now dat we are in the yr 2009, there are things that i wanted to achieve & get... will update them later

update again

Name: KH
Zodiac: Taurus
I'm just a simple, quiet person, whose feelings are not easily exposed to anyone

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