Alcoholic? (Monday, March 24, 2008)
KH @ 10:07 PM / comment (0)
been drinking a lot lately, usually at home & alone. wonder what is going on with me.
maybe alcohol can clear the stress level of me or am I trying to escape from reality?
work has been pressurizing, after all my colleague Rich is away for his marriage (Congratx man) and I'm taking over his work for the time being.
been doing all this taking over of work since last year, learn alot of new things, but i still prefer programming.
lately been feeling weird. sometimes I felt that I'm alone, with no one to care, although friends & family are surrounding me. i got this feeling of isolating myself by not going out when invited. my budd says that i may need a gf. but i think a gf will not come so easily,
i believe in fate, when she's urs, no matter how u wan to escape, she will still be thr waiting for u.
i think i'm late for work... will continue maybe 2nite.