wed - 14th May 08 (Thursday, May 15, 2008)
KH @ 2:39 PM / comment (0)
today is considered a peaceful day. at least not much calls for trouble-shooting.
finally i got time to do my work, without disturbance. budd is on mc 2day, read her blog say she got diarrhoea & gastric prob. gastric has been a long prob for her, its like haunting her everytime.
Budd, you shld start to take medication, although u dun like it. but if it will help you cure it (although not immediate), y not give it a shot.
anyway, morning farah send some email out for leisure, cc to zc. zc turned on auto-forwarding to mi, se and my boss. my boss saw it and reply her dat try not to do this in future. after seeing dat, i email her, telling her not to send email to zc. i oso tell her to inform the rest, jus in case she do the same.
later of the day, i had my appraisal done. it was an hour of talking. this time round more from mi, unlike previous years, i'm a listener. cos this yr got too much things (especially work stress) that i can talk about. highlight to my boss that i am stressful after taking over jobs frm the ex-colleagues that left. and oso some cases when i get really angry, especially 1 instance of a job being brought forward earlier because of a sudden push. i oso told him dat i'm sick of doing support work. told him dat i still prefer doing development work, rather than support. told him all the various things that i dislike and wat i feel abt the coy. anyway, had enuf of the toking on this, shld not drag too much. in conclusion, i told him what i felt for the past 1 yr. its up to him whether he can shift my work load away.
after the appraisal, i cleared some emails and left for gym. will got there early as he wen agt near dat area. his dad did not came, so both mi & zs took a bus for dinner. think i'm have too much energy 2day. did lots of weights & walk on a sloppy treadmill for 30minutes. over dinner, i was too tired and lack of appetite, so jus order something dat is not of small portion. zs pass mi my bday present.
ZS: Thank you for the gift. though i have not opened it up. But thanks for it.
as usual, talk about the game that both of us have been playing on the way back. think dat is a topic that he and I can talk abt. soon he alighted the train. then its back to lone ranger back.
recently been reading "Eat, Pray, Love". there is a part of the book that actually describes how the feelings of the author, which also describes what I was feeling at that time too (although not totally, but majority i guess), the moody feeling. think i'm not the only person that has this kind of weird feeling.
anyway, i'm feeling normal again. hopefully, nothing will make me blood boil before i go for my leave.
2.5 days more till i'm out of work (temporary)
ok signed off from here.